gasp could it rlly be? user kat (pronounced as a random cat kaomoji) in the flesh (or at least on my screen)?? what an honour to make your very terrible acquaintance sir im- i was trying to type a really long message but got very tired so instead i will reintroduce myself to u as ur yulyul, (very single) lesbian and chronic istj + entp lover as well as the only intp 5w4 to ever exist besides albedo and ranpo and.
i wld also like a mirror self… to be very distinguished from my reflection as well, as my reflected version chooses only to reflect what may cut deepest in the fragments of my mind at any given point - perhaps my mirror self could provide me with some much-needed peace and also, ideally, the ability to read social cues and make friends with my (frankly, homophobic) coworkers right now. i do envy your ability to connect with people so overwhelmingly fast - i feel like im always just off by an inch, either just a little too loud or too quiet, or too hard-working or too lazy. of course, the aforementioned homophobia unfortunately may play a role in my current unpleasant situation, as i have a feeling that my desire to be considered cheerful and kind to all the girls in my workplace has backfired into a large number of them misguidedly assuming that, as a lesbian (and as straight girls do), i have some kind of interest in them. sighs dramatically… at some point I’ll find a job where i both enjoy my work and connect with my coworkers.
so much for a shorter message… i think your lan wangji pfp is cringe and terrible but considering i have a xiao profile picture, i feel as though any criticism would be largely like shooting myself in the foot. that feeling would be wrong, though, since comparing xiao and lwj for me is as comparing the sun and moon(glazed) - one can only glow by reflecting the ever-bright light of the other’s radiance. love u!
ᓚᘏᗢ ♡ ᗢᘏᓗ (kitties w kissies)
i wld also like a mirror self… to be very distinguished from my reflection as well, as my reflected version chooses only to reflect what may cut deepest in the fragments of my mind at any given point - perhaps my mirror self could provide me with some much-needed peace and also, ideally, the ability to read social cues and make friends with my (frankly, homophobic) coworkers right now. i do envy your ability to connect with people so overwhelmingly fast - i feel like im always just off by an inch, either just a little too loud or too quiet, or too hard-working or too lazy. of course, the aforementioned homophobia unfortunately may play a role in my current unpleasant situation, as i have a feeling that my desire to be considered cheerful and kind to all the girls in my workplace has backfired into a large number of them misguidedly assuming that, as a lesbian (and as straight girls do), i have some kind of interest in them. sighs dramatically… at some point I’ll find a job where i both enjoy my work and connect with my coworkers.
so much for a shorter message… i think your lan wangji pfp is cringe and terrible but considering i have a xiao profile picture, i feel as though any criticism would be largely like shooting myself in the foot. that feeling would be wrong, though, since comparing xiao and lwj for me is as comparing the sun and moon(glazed) - one can only glow by reflecting the ever-bright light of the other’s radiance. love u!